Diary: day 8: C'est La Vie!!!

C'est La Vie!!! Good day! This week is our exam week. I got tangled up in borrowing books from my classmates that caused me to delay my entries in my blog. I must cope up with my grades in namely Physics, DS algo and cisco networking. Oooohhh! I forgot I just named all of the major subjects that I have taken this semester! All the remaining subjects are SAD, Philosophy and theology, two of them are minors. In short, if I fail in any of the three subjects that I must cope up with, would throw me out of the division without any hesitation. Speaking of hesitation, the division is getting stricter in our cut-off grades. I got a classmate, who only lacked point(.) something so he could reach our quota grade, got the probationary form of doom! What The! I am getting nervous these days already so gotta give it your all, give everything as if it is my last. Motto of a warrior as I would say. LOL! But all I said is true! Gotta fight. I have lost many battles already. I do solely believed in the saying 'You gotta lose to learn how to win'. I on the other hand, lost so many already so there is no need for me to taste defeat - again. I already tasted it many times in my life. All those embarrassments, failures and series of wrong decisions, enough is enough. I don't think I can take any of those if it were to happen again. Tomorrow would be a day in the temple of doom! We are going have an exam in our theology regarding human sexuality and in Cisco Networking. Anyway, if any of you wondered that C'est La Vie means, it means 'Such is Life'. While writing my entry I got carried away in watching my friend playing game in y3. I feel like I wanted to play the games he is playing and I am feel like I am good at it. LOL!

Wasted efforts and Irritation

Good day everybody. For many years, we human beings are known to gain something out of the effort that we exert. What if you have exerted effort and yet there are no result? Just like in girls, you put the effort in texting them, chatting them and saying hi to them and yet nothing from them. Instead they choose bastards who doesn't even give the effort to do those things. They kept on chasing them and waste their efforts unto them? I have the same feeling right now. Maybe the efforts that I am exerting are not enough or I just lack the ooze that they are talking of. Same as it is in school. You exert every effort that you have, give everything but in return you failed to pass the exam. WHY? Then your parents would get angry at you and tell you all about the expenses that they have to spend and all the hard work they are in to let you study in a prestigious school in college. And all you can do is bow down and cry yourself out. Cry until you ran out of tears. Blame everything to yourself that you are the most stupid guy in the whole world. Even though what attitude you put in. The optimism in you will always be lost. There are times that these optimism will fade. I chatted to somebody right now and yet I received no reply from that someone. I hope this someone would reply at me. I would be very happy even to the simplest of replies. I know somebody whose a friend of mine. She calls me often if she has some favor to ask me. But if it's my time to ask her a favor, she would not reply on my calls. Sometimes I feel like I am just being used. There was one time that she ask me a favor to make her a HTML webpage. I did everything I could, I even have sleepless nights with it. When I gave it to her, there was no word, not even a single thank you. A week later, I asked her if how was the HTML that I made for her. She said: 'I didn't use it, I used the HTML that was made by my friend'. That really hurt, she said that in a simple manner but every word she uttered hit me like I am stoned to death or something. What a waste, but I just smiled and said okay. Up to this time, this girl is still the same. I really hate that kind of attitude but that's what she is. I cannot do anything else but just to see all my efforts go sucked in a black hole. Why are there people who are like these? You give everything but in return, they don't just give you even a simple complement. As of today, I am avoiding these kind of people. If they want something from me then they must be sincere about it, especially to those people whom I know to be effort-eaters. They go to you teary eyed asking for help and then after that they would now show up anymore if it is your turn to ask for help. There are also people who doesn't allow themselves to be beaten up even up to the simplest of things. I got a friend who even in simple opinions he doesn't want to be beaten up. Take for example, if we are talking about something then opinions would start to rain down, suddenly he would refute all of our opinions making his opinion above of all. I am really irritated at that kind of attitude because it destroys gossips, it could even cause trouble and fights.

Diary: Day 7: Blatant Poverty

The face of poverty it is. Good day people. If any of you have read this, please help us. Look at the poverty that we're suffering right now here in the Philippines. People like them are so pitiful. This is the Poverty around the Philippines. I know that helping people without helping themselves first is bad but the main problem we're facing is that poverty is spreading because of corruption in the current government today. Although I am unable to name the officials that were corrupt and even though I know their names I wouldn't publish their names. It is bad to name names and point people. Many had said that poverty is about the attitude that an individual is facing. Poverty is the lack of capacity of an individual to choose which thing is important. As a guy in the province, I am exposed to many kinds of poverty. There are even people who just eat once a day and manage to survive throughout the day. I say it is unbelievable but so pitiful. Look at ourselves, we can be able to eat thrice a day and yet these people cannot. Unfair isn't it? But I would like to stress out that these article is not just about pitying on us. But a lesson that should be learned by many people that facing life is about attitude. Facing poverty is like trapped in a corner surrounded by enemies. That one have to follow what those people who trapped them let them have to do. I have heard many stories of poverty from some of my friends and relatives who are exposed to it. There was one story of a barangay captain telling his people to have family planning, not family planting because in return, they cannot have the fun and enjoyment they can have because of the children they have. But instead of taking it seriously, one guy replied: "captain, because in sex we can have the fun and enjoyment". I was shock when I heard my uncle said this. I said to myself that, you can have safe sex without making your wife pregnant. There are a lot of contraceptives today. Poverty is just about the attitude that people had. I even had an experience talking to an individual, I told him, Mr., why do you let your children just stop from schooling? Education is very important and if one cannot achieve a college degree, work would be difficult. Even those who graduated in college have to journey abroad because not all of those who graduated could find work here. He answered me: "What is the use? we are poor, I cannot afford to bring my children to college". I answered: " There are a lot of ways to do for you to go to college. There are a lot of schools today that offers a low tuition fee and there are a lot of politicians and organizations out there that offer scholarship to those who are less fortunate". "All you have to do is to let your children do well at their schooling especially if they are already at their high school so the other people that offer scholarships would support them". Then, he stared at me badly, and said: "It is easy for you to say that because you are attending school at a university! You can never be able to experience our pain!". I was very annoyed when he answered me like that, so I just leave him as is. And said to myself that why are there many people there who is as poor as this guy can make their children finish up to college? I just don't get it, then I realized that it is just about the attitude of one person. If he/she is willing to give everything for the sake of development within thyself then he/she would do it! I really hate people who goes self pity if they see that they don't have this. As to my point of view, mercy is granted to us by the Lord if we help ourselves at the very best we could. If we want to change ourselves, we must change our attitudes first. Politicians cannot save poverty, they are just there to help and support the people but it is up to the people if they are willing to change themselves. One thing that I have observed about them, once you had helped them, they would just ask for more and depend on the help that one is giving until they become mad because some of those people who used to help them stops helping them. As to my point of view, this is the cause of poverty. The concept that I have provided above corresponds to the reasons that I write. Poverty is the lack of capacity of an individual to choose the right reason to believe in.
That is all folks. Good day!

Diary:Day 6 : Luck and L:ovelessness and News

Good day guys! My luckiest day so far guys! for the third time, our physics teacher - again, didn't show up! Maybe his grandma is in a really serious situation. I am so upset yet so happy because last night, I am supposed to be jamming with my friends. Talking about anything around the clock. But I have to go home early for the reason that I am to study for our physics exam. The exam was supposed to be held today but our teacher was absent. Because I haven't stayed last night for jamming, I have missed a lot of things already. Anyway, just now, our another teacher for our next class, again, didn't show up! I could just have stayed home and slept for half a day and write entries for my blog because my entries are a little too late. I am not having my usual routine already of blogging everyday. My diary entry which is supposed to be everyday, I am having it every other day. Last night, I was so bored, so I decided to text my friend if her class was already over but I didn't receive any reply from her. So I decided to go out treat myself for siomai, my favorite! Until sleepiness hit me like a rock. That was after eating 5 siomais. I was like, did you mix any sleeping pills with your siomai mister? After I'm finished drinking my juice, I went back to my boarding house and slowly fell asleep. I was so scared because I haven't had any serious reviews about our physics coverage for exam. Yet I was still thinking about me having no girlfriend. This was the longest streak of months that I don't have anybody holding my hands and waist. How sad, but still happy. No boundaries, NO limits, AND especially I can do anything without considering anybody's feelings about it. Like, going home late at night or early in the morning without somebody worrying about me and keeps on calling me on the phone asking me "where are you already?" or in my free time, I can do the things that I want. Other than you have anybody around bothering you in your free time even though you wish to do something else. Lastly, the type of If you go to the mall they would bug you to go here, go here, wait here. Until your knees and feet are already tired and burning. You wanted to sit, they wouldn't let you because "let us spend more time together". But the bad thing about that is when you are bored and your friends are occupied , you can just go straight to her, give her some love and spend the whole day with her. Especially me, who easily gets bored on something that I usually do. How I wish I could find somebody that could tickle me to the bone. I was planning on dating other women and courting them but time and THEM doesn't permit me to do so. Maybe I was expecting so much on having another girlfriend. It is said there in the book Happiness now(I forgot bout the name of the author. I's so sorry), the more you expect about love, the less likely it would come. So expect less and in an unexpected way, it would come. I feel like my brother is better because he had his first ever girlfriend early January. I congratulate him for successfully being a man!
Enough with those diary stories, about the latest news today that I have read in yahoo. According to http://www.nytimes.com/2010/02/02/us/02fight.html?no_interstitial more and more fighters that were joining the UFC and MMA fighting arena. Take note, THEY CAME FROM MINISTRIES! I mean, they fight carrying the name of their ministry. And their pastor acting as their coach! There are two reasons why this has happened. First, Jesus is a born fighter because he fought how what he believed on until death. Lastly, so that young men whose attendance in the ministry is low would gradually increase. Lame? I think not. LOL! Very smart I should say!
Another would be the new plane that Billionaire Richard Branson and the Virgin Group is unveiling. Not really ordinary but wait! The strange thing is it could fly! - underwater. According to www.yahoo.com or check this link out http://finance.yahoo.com/retirement/article/108737/branson-goes-20000-leagues-under-the-Sea?mod=retire-planning that this new plane that will be unveiled will be operating underwater. It could dive around 100 meters and has a typical speed of 2 to 5 nautical miles per hour. It is said that the plane uses its downward pressure from its wings to fly underwater. It could carry a pilot and two passengers it could flew underwater for two hours. The open cockpit could provide the riders a 360-degree view around it. WOW! Fascinating! It is said in the article that it will be launched on Feb. 20. Just check out the link for more details.
Now back to my diary, up to now I have been having problems on how to make my blog be accepted by google adsense. They say I have put in the incorrect postal address. I have put in the right postal address and I have been doing that four times already and yet the replies are still the same. Please have mercy on me google. I didn't see any problems at all. Anyway, things in my life are going normally as they usually do. A sunny day that make people's armpits wet, a teacher that doesn't have the appetite to teach us new lessons and going home to our province every weekend. The only thing I am nervous bout this time is about our upcoming exams. I already have a successful campaign about having a high score in my philosophy exam. I got 88% in my exam. YEAHBOY! but still I am upset about my laptop. I haven't figure it out how to fix it. Every time I turn it on all those bad words and curses comes out in my mouth! That laptop make me do bad things! I swear! I cannot solve my programming assignments with my laptop but if I use another computer or laptop. I can manage to finish my programming assignments! What's the matter, I can't think well with it. Maybe because it has stayed with me already for over 4 years. Or maybe it has a curse on it but still that laptop has a sentimental value for me. LOL! Right now, I'm listening to the song Sunshine Of Your Love by cream led by Eric Clapton. The song is so cool. The were having a live performance on stage and Eric Clapton is holding a cigar! and smoking it before they played. Take note there are a lot of people! The oldies are so cool! I wish I were born on their time! Clapton was extremely awesome! WOW! Anyway, this is the end of the post now. Good day guys!.

Laptop with the bluescreen of death and Pessimism

Greetings!!! What a pain in the neck it is. This blue screen caused me to go to the nearest internet cafe just to blog or if I have the time during our laboratory in school. I really don't know how to fix these problem. Can you guys help me out? Just write now, the internet cafe is playing songs in the radio. And the songs in the radio are kinda classic type. In short, the radio is playing old songs. I love the old songs. Especially old rock music. Anyway, if ever you wondered why did my laptop ended in the blue screen of death. This was the story, I was blogging at school with my laptop then I noticed that the battery is running out. So, I did the initiative of plugging it in the "nearest outlet" then suddenly boom!!! My laptop hanged up! I again did the dumb decision of restarting it because I can no longer wait because it's taking too long. As a result of my impatience, the blue screen of death appeared! And I go "What on earth!!!" did happen? I didn't do anything stupid. What I just did was, open my mozilla, logged-in in my blogger account. Opened my facebook account, chat a little, looking up for something to write about. Then boom! The blue screen of death! Lesson learned! Be patient. Maybe if I had waited for a little longer, it would take forever for me to figure it out that I was in the verge of facing the Blue Screen Of Death!!! Now I am stuck in waiting here in the net cafe because the cafe is full. I have to fight ownership over crumpled stubs that other users use.
To make this storyline longer, just this afternoon, I was shocked when I chatted my friend to treat me some food then she replied, she had no money! Not to mention the exclamation point at the end with all the self pitying words she added. Why can't she just said that she will treat me next time if she got the money. And to mention that this particular woman asked me for a gift for her birthday and a Christmas gift too. Everytime I texted her, she wouldn't reply and that really annoys me. Well, no more negative comments for her but I'll just leave it as it is. Forget about it like nothing happened. Then I replied back to her saying that to "Chill out" and she never replied ever again even though she was online. Well, I am still planning to give her the gift that she was asking, or maybe I should just treat her in a decent restaurant as a gift. Anyway, I got the money already but I am not in the mood of spending it out just for that. I am planning something big for that money of mine or just save it. If I got enough and my blog will be accepted by google adsense then I would open an account. A personal one. I am planning to save to buy me an iTouch. I am becoming ambitious nowadays. LOL! I should focus first in this blog to be accepted and many more, especially my studies.
Up to now, this blue screen of death still bothers me a lot. There is this flashback in my mind that made me go crazy over that. How I wish I could solve this problem without spending my own money. Forget about that anyway. It's my problem anyway. Let's get back to my friend. To tell you the truth, I hate people who always subject themselves to self pitying. It's a sign of negativity or being pessimistic. I have been practicing positivity in me right now so I really hate to hear negative things from people I know. It really bothers me. I got this concept of "If I don't have these then what are my other choices?". A pessimist will say "If I don't have these then I got nothing, I am pity, pity me people". I hate that kind of thinking. You are just making your life more miserable. The more you complain then the more there is something to complain about. That is my way of thinking. I hate complaining, I hate self pitying, I hate people who gives up immediately without even trying. Positivity is about giving the most out of you.
About these blog to be more interesting maybe I should post about current events but I don't have the appetite to write some current events just yet. I wanted to post stories instead of news. Stories that could catch your attention and not make this a boring stuff. Please care to read guys. I got plenty of things to say. To generalize everything, I hate pessimism, maybe I should give lectures to my friends that are very pessimistic about life. Just looking on the bad things life could offer. This is common to people because negative things are heavier than positive things but if you weigh them down and really observe your daily life. You are blessed! For every positive thing or event there is an equal reaction. So to shortened up, everything is equal. Let us just be observant. Look around you. Some people don't have the things that you enjoy everyday, so be thankful guys. That's all for tonight guys. Good night everybody. It's me Al signing off. See you in the next post guys. Remember to SMILE always!

Diary: Day 5: Making The Impossible

This day was brilliant! Our teacher didn't show up again in our physics class and I or we had successfully finished a complicated java program. I love this day. And I got a number from my old classmate and she is beautiful! LOL!(Evil laugh). And I have added an old friend in my facebook account and she is hot too! Yeah! Finally! I got the motivation to play again. Maybe not to be in love again but just play. LOL! Last night, I met my old friend. And we talked about anything that is out of this world! I went home around 12:00MN, still thinking to all of those crazy things that we talked about. We talked about ex-crushes and ex-girlfriends. I also shared about the girls that I liked to court. I told him that I have to choose to the 4 girls that I have seen to be attractive and has the attitude that could make me fall for her.
I also found out yesterday that my brother had a girlfriend! His first! As his older brother, I congratulated him. I took a look to his girlfriend's picture and I just see the girl to be attractive too. Well, congrats to him! Anyway, this is not the time yet to be happy because I the midterm exam is around the corner. I got to get my failing grades back from the prelims. Anyway, just now, we are watching the best fight scene ever in www.youtube.com, and the fight scene was so funny!!! Oh my God! just check it out guys! I thought it's a Bruce Lee vs. Chuck Norris fight scene but it was just a crazy action film. LOL! This is all guys! Have a good day! This is all for today.

Diary:Day 4: The missed article

Good Afternoon guys! I am so sorry that this article is a bit delayed. I am supposed to write this article yesterday but I got hooked in playing warcraft III ladder matches. And it was already late when I realized that I haven't wrote an article for my diary. I just wrote an article about the allstar snubs that were discussed in www.NBA.com and www.Yahoo.com. So I just took the opportunity to share what I know with you with my insights about those snubbed stars. Anyway, today is a sunny day and it really bothers me because it is extremely hot! We went to the wake of my grandmothers aunt(She's already 82 years old) and stayed there. Had a conversation with some of our relatives which I didn't know. Anyway, my mom and dad did the most of the talking and I just stayed in my seat together with my brother and my girl cousin. It was really boring out there until one of our relatives approached my mom and talks loudly, as if we were dumb! And the saddest part there is that, the mourners are praying! If only I had the chance to tell that woman to be silent, maybe I would do so. I can also see the expression in my mom's face that she was like annoyed on how the woman talks. She even compared me to one of my mom's brothers! She said I looked like Roger, my mom's brother, while my grandma said that I look like Ching. What the! Who am I anyway? It's been an honor to have a face the same as them but thank you. I got my own face and my own name. Anyway, after that, we went to the fast food chain Jollibee and ate our lunch there. Went back home and here I am, writing the missing article. Actually, this is not the missing article. This is the follow-up article( sorry guys:) ).
This is the the missing article: Yesterday, me and my friend Rav dropped by here in my house in the province so we could work on our project. The defense for our project is coming near so we gotta double our time on working on the software project. That went on until yesterday afternoon because he went home at the afternoon. I even managed to blog even at the middle of my work because I'm getting bored. That afternoon, when he went back home, it left me nothing to do. So I decided to play warcraft ladder match and at the evening studied my lesson in java. It was so frustrating and disappointing. I was reading the book like over an hour already and I haven't got anything in my mind yet! Those pile of codes makes me go crazy. I tested it in my compiler and yet I haven't understood anything. I understood some but most of it I don't. And I forgot. I got an assignment to be passed tomorrow afternoon. What a weekend this was. After writing this article I would begin my journey back to the city. Tomorrow is school again. Anyway, I like to share a little about texting. Why are people today instead of using K they use Q like Kung Fu = Qng Fu! And some inventors made G = 6! What a genius! Why not just use the letters. It's just the same thing. Anyway, due to public demand, I am now using Q instead of K. I am so sorry, for those who could relate on what I am saying, what do you think about this? And for those who doesn't, just leave it as it is. I hope Adsense would validate my account. I am still waiting for google Adsense to accept my site. Please accept my site www.google.com/Adsense. That's all for today guys. Check out for the daily international news in www.yahoo.com guys. And maybe, just maybe I could write about one of the news there. I mean, I would write my insights about an article there. See ya next time guys!