Fighting Optimism

My posts have been a little bit delayed lately because of the final grading approaching. I gotta give a knockout punch to my subjects this finals in able for me to be safe this coming enrollment - the judgment for whether you could still stay in the division or not. Lately last month my optimism I had noticed that my optimism is slowly fading out. As if I was going to surrender and never fight anymore. I gone to lots of reminiscing and visualization. I have spent so much money for me to be able to relax myself and take away the pressures that is in me. I think that academic pressures caused all this depression that I have which also affects my optimism. That is the most important thing in the world for me - optimism. It's like an energy drink giving you the appetite to do work in the midst of tardiness. Giving you the adrenaline that you need in the time where your body seems to give up. Just like any other athletes who drink energy drink in the middle of the game to revitalize their energy and those students who drink energy drink in the middle of the night to make them stay awake studying for their incoming exams the next day. Optimism is like that, without it, me myself cannot withstand all these pressures that have been applied to me by various things. Life is an never ending narrow road with cliffs on it's side. One wrong step, you fall down.
In my case, I almost lost my optimism because of a single trip-off. One lesson learned, never give up in one hit. Always hit back...harder. As goes to one of my philosophies in life: Never surrender... tomorrow is another day. Good day

Diary: day 1(Continued)

I give up! all this java programming gives me a headache. I should take a rest already. I have just sent my assignment to my teacher through email. Hope he could understand the program that we made. We made it without even debugging and knowing what the errors are. I say, I am not that good in java programming. Not that I hate java, almost, maybe. Or it is just because these assignments were given and should be passed in just less than 24 hours. I hate to admit it but life is ugly.
But we should be optimistic about life. Always look up in the sunny side of everything. Even though everything is falling apart. Let us just make the most of our life. I hope i could pass in this Data structure and Algorithms subject.
Anyway, i decided to write a continuation of my diary because it is freezing cold here in the lab and i am tired of doing my java assignment. So, i just decided to blog again. So this is the feeling since it has been 8 months since my last post. Maybe i should reactivate my other blogs and my e-how account. Maybe you would think that i blog for money. I just blog for fun guys but if i would earn, it would be nice. I love expressing my thoughts in any way i could. I hope you could correct my grammar guys, if ever you found something that should not be there hahah!
This rainy day makes me really tired and my laptop! oh my God!- The bluescreen of death if you know what i mean. Reformatting would be a very tiring task to do but that's the only way to solve the problem here. Just read my articles, everyday, i would write my articles in this blog. Good day everyone.